TodayI saw something in the mirror today that kinda creeped me out. It was a girl wearing a smile, not a frown nor a pout.Her eyes were wide and shining, just as a summer sun.Her laugh wasn't wooden and fake, but true and full of fun.Her irises reflected happiness, not a trace of pain.She was under perfect skies; not a drop of rain.Angels swam around her, keeping the devil at bay.Her life was precious and she wasn't throwing it away.Her lips were red and shinging with a pure smile.It was a sight her mirror hadn't seen in a very long while.She wasn't at all pretty but a care she did not give.Because today she woke up and said, "Toda
Tears don't bring the dead back to lifeIt's shadow times and sunken livesin a grave of mud and flesh remainsthey've killed many souls with bloody knivesand weaved their ladders out of veins."Away!" they shout when death has criedand off they run, away from pride. "Away!" they scream when death has blownso off they go, when blood has flown.Then there's the boom of drums and trumpetswail. Men fall to graves; they've pain their debts.There's rust in bones, and tears at homeAnd strange lost love that walks alone.There's a pretty, kind lady looking out the windowlittle does she know that now she's a widow.And the little young boy who sleeps in her armshad just lost a father down by the dams.A beautiful girl lies beneath the pine trees,staring at the skies and all what she seesis the bright red sun, bleeding on the horizonthe girl shuts her eyes and death brings her ease.Once an old man had a wonderful familywho lived on the other five chairs aroundthe kids would play and jump so cheerilyfilling a quie
PanicSometimes, I feel myself quickly slipping awayfrom the firm grasp of reality,which had suddenly released its handthat had held onto mine so tightly.I feel myself falling -falling from a sharp cliff towards a calm ocean,only to be claimed by it, instead,and be swept up in the currents' motion.I wonder why - why I was let go;why I didn't try to stopbeing let go.I struggle to gasp for airbut find myself unable to, alas,for just water fills my lungsand bubbles float up towards the surface.Darkness sweeps over me and my heart stops,for I fear the worstmay happen to me or my sweet reality,as my lungs feel ready to burst.I wond
Leave.Leave me alone!Is that so hard to do?!You don’t care about my feelings,They are nothing to you!What have I done wrong?I just want you to leave,You hurt me more and more,So how can I believe?Your words mean nothing,Your apologies are fake,Just stay away from me!How much pain can I take?!You got what you want,But what about me?I only want one thing,I want to be free!I can’t take it anymore!Every night and day,You just refuse to leave,So at least stay away!
Lament of my Cowardly SpiritLament of my Cowardly SpiritBetween us there is broken glassShattered and mercilessly fracturedThe acuminous edges so jagged and crassThat'd impair more the dispute if me it captured.Still if one could feel both alive and deadI feel like so; nonexistent, an apparitionAs I weep my shadow curse in my bedEntreat tears of my imprudent decisions.If love were promise and forever abidingThen why my allies forsake me ultimately;My trust they defraud, passing, dying,With I undesired ignorantly, impatiently.So the glass I dare not touchAdmitting cowardice with a whimperNot wanting the truth, if painful and suchScared to even say a bloody whisper.This murky spirit cries out this songOh, deceitful hope, please prove me wrong.
Society is Screaming Society is screaming so loud, I can hear it internally Inside my mind, bouncing off the boundaries All the dishonor, poverty, lies and disgust sound eternally I tell the world, warn them of this coming storm, they tell me it's imaginary The ones who are here to help, they lie through their teeth and lungs Lock me in, "fixing" me up, sending my mind reeling Defiantly I fight, bare arms and legs, as they fill me with drugs They've sent me so far from home, I'm so numb, I can't even feel my feelings My mind is overflowing with images I don't own I remain silent, let them believe it's working Moving slowly through this twisted life
Come BackHere I am,Slipping away,I can’t see why,They would look my way.They see my mask,But not my face,They never know,The darkness I want to embrace.I’m glad to leave,Since no one cares,Where I’m going,Or how I’ll get there.So goodbye, everyone,I’m leaving this land,I see the light now,But behind me. . .is a hand?A hand pulling me back,To where I once was,It isn’t giving up,And it works with a cause.This cause it has,Seems to be for me,But. . .no one cares,Yet this hand wants––no, needs.Needs me to hold on,It doesn’t want me to go,Alright, I won’t slip away,
Teach me how to smile.I miss you more everydayLike the sun misses the moonand dream of the Eclipsethat brings me closer to youIt's torture being without youLike soil without the rainYour love fills me with peaceThat gently massages my brainTrying to forget you Is like trying to swim upstreamIf I even had the strength to do itI wouldn't have the will to leaveBeing in love with you thoughIs like peacefully falling asleepI need no longer to have a dreamCause you're already with meSo hold your hand in mineOne more kiss before goodbyesI'll always wait for youbecause you taught me how to smile.
Plenty of TimeThere's still plenty of timeShe said to the windAnd the wind whispered backNot for those who have sinned;Not for those who cryIn the deep of the night,Not for those who dieIn the darkest of light.There's still plenty of timeShe laughed to the boyBut he didn't laugh backFor he found no joy;Not for those who slaveThrough the long, hard days,Not for those who paveThe path for your ways.There's still plenty of timeShe sighed to the moon;The moon knew there wasn'tWhen you're filled with gloom;Dear girl you must learnTime's not what you think,What you get, you must earnWhen your life's on the brink.There's still plenty of
The Reason whyArguing againIt's all we ever didCould've been over anythingEven someone else's kid.Well today I was tired of itScreaming for no reasonSo with a slam of the doorI was off to enjoy the seasonThe beginning of springSo the air felt so rightMy mind was finally at peaceAnd time flew right on byThen a sudden burst of realityCame in the form of vibrationChecked the caller ID, it was herTrying to ruin my calm sensationStraight to voice-mail she goesIf she needed me she wouldn't have let me leaveNow it's back to my sweet natureOh how much I enjoy the breezeNot even five minutes laterMy phone's going off againCan't she tell t
The Fragility of LifeA little girl was born on a beautiful summer day,by the time that she was two she'd learned to talk and play.The next thing mommy knew she was now a child of ten,playing with her Barbie dolls and sometimes with her Ken.Then came sweet sixteen, with a car and a boyfriend too,to her the world was kind and good with each day born anew.On her graduation day her mom and pop were there,the thought of sending her to Yale was more than they could bear.Top of the class was she, now her future's on it's way,but a baby came that year, she gave the child away.When she'd finally made the grade her parents were so proud,the crowds would come t
Broken SentrySo you tell me that you care,Don't you dare.You sweet talk to me to make me smile,But you're not capable of going the extra mile.Is it just me,Or is this the epitomeOf mankind with their silver chalicesFilling with wine from all the palaces.You say you aren't going anywhere,But run at first falter which isn't that fair.Your lies, often told, sink into my skin.My belief in them should surely be a sin.In the case you are honestly not shallow,Your bravery is a field, uselessly fallow.You hold your contempt tight on your struggling heart,That chip on your shoulder, making you tart.But why, may I ask, have you managed to see,T
MonstersWhen you look at meTell me what you seeWhat I saw could make me smileBut I'm done imaginingNone of it's real to meI don't trust my eyes to seeIf I can't feel it, touch itThen it's a failed attempt for peaceProbably not worth the effortTo try and re-establish shelterThose four walls standing all around meWill shatter at the hand of my temperThey say I'm a MonsterNo manners or postureBut whenever I try to riseYou pull me back for tortureWell I'm sick of itYour promises don't stickYou must be running to the bathroomCause you're full of shitSo I suggest you runAlways chase the sunCause as soon as you get caught by the m
So You Know She's Alive She's gorgeous, pure mind, embodiment Her future, paved in the cement She laughs, so beautiful A shaky breath, so wonderful That was what she was, But all that's turned to dust On the outside, she doesn't seem bent Still the same case, but what's become of it's contents? Don't be fooled by what you see On the inside, she may be ugly Nothing left but the will to breathe Sweet smiles, valentines Heart cracks, with the stroke of time Nothing left, her home is a lie Wounded hopes, a dream that has died Only a breath, so you know she's alive
Why do you?Why are you crying my dear?Why is your beautiful face full of fright?Please hand me the knife my dear.I want to see you live through this night.Why are you sad my love?Why are you hiding from me?Please don't hide because they called you queer.I can't be happy if you can't be.Why are you hurt my friend?Why are you bleeding out?Please tell me what he did my friend.I will stop him without any doubt.Why are you so small sister?Why don't you eat?Please tell me what you see.I don't want you to give up to this in defeat.Why are you drunk brother?Why do you drown yourself like this?Please don't do this to yourself.She wasn't wo
GhostUnseen, my love, I follow from on high,On thermal skies, at nature's whim,Like petals float on midnight breeze,Or silk upon a lover's skin.Love binds me here, and begs me stay,Like a memory of better things -The sound of bees in summer's heat;A butterfly with painted wings.Do you know I'm always here with you?Can you feel my presence, ever near?That gentle breath of summer air -My soft blown kiss into your ear.But oh, to hold you once again;A beating heart in chest that's bare,Your strength and warmth enfolding me,Your gentle hands run through my hair.Would death's cold hand forsake me, then,If I could kiss y
Lovely!